The Black River is a journey in faith. It delves into an exploration of life: from the calm, clear waters of the good days, the mundane, to the swirling eddies and deep waters of issues that face every one of us. Thank you for visiting this site. You can contact me personally at: godandtheblackriver@gmail.com
Wednesday 9 October 2013
Tomorrow by Susan L.
I have an appointment with my therapist tomorrow. We've been on quite the journey for a long time. I know it's time for me to move on. My reluctance to make the hour's drive is a good sign.
Part of the reluctance I've just realized is because she has sold her house. We have met in her home office for a number of years. Tomorrow's meeting is at her other office. We met there when my journey was at its most difficult. I'm not sure I want to be there.
I am feeling very well, better than I ever have. It would be nice for it to last. Yes! There has been tremendous healing but my fear, yes Lord, fear is that the office will trigger a landslide of old emotions.
It's a valid fear. It's the nature of PTSD.
Or maybe (yes Lord) I need to go just to say goodbye. To all of it. Final, tangible closure.
Thanks for listening.
"I will say of the Lord,"He is my refuge and my fortress; My God, in Him I will trust." Ps 91:2
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